just sittin here today thinkin about life and what its about. I found a cyst/tumor on the side of my temple this weekend, exactly where i had one removed when i was 4 years old. i see a surgeon tomorrow, and part of me knows that everything will be okay, but another part of me is really scared about this. i know i will have to have surgery to have it removed, thats not a question, but what comes after is the scary part. when i was 4, the tumor had tentacles on it that came off and threatened my facial muscles and my sight on the left side. all i can say from here is...if its not one thing its somethin else...................... love all ya ~

i heard the most interesting story today ~ thru the online grapevine of course but was about a lady, whose name i will keep anonymous, but this lady is an amazing creature. she had this friend that she loved to take great amazing pictures of, very talented photographer... probably should have been professional, but didnt have time with all the other computer skills that she was learning to pursue such a dream.

Sorry I digress ~ but i heard that while taking some shots of her most favorite model, unbeknownst to her, a semi truck was barrelling downt he road, and hit her. Her model was horrified, and ran in to call 911. Amazingly this lady survived, and after much therapy and much love from her model, she recovered totally, except her computer abilities, she lost all her desire for that, and also taking pictures of her model, so her model went elsewhere for her pictures.

But last that was heard from this remarkably smart woman, she had disappeared mysteriously....i hear she is wandering the country lookin for the truck driver that hit her ~ just a pitiful shame ~ just thought i would share her story ~ so that she will never be forgotten

new car today ~ yay yippeee ~

n i may have to laff again soon so beware ~ just waiting for the next opportunity to raise its UGLY little head ~ =]

new car day ~ yay ~

n nobody is a bigger a$$ than u ~

new car day ~ yay ~

n nobody is a bigger a$$ than u ~